1 bad seed...

again i'm guilty of being found submerged in my collection of paste back issues...


i came across this article on nick cave & found myself once again drawing congruencies where i never would have ever even thought to look...

nick's being interviewed in regards to his career & the innerworkings of the creative process...

it's a terrible interview to say the least...

he's pretty much unable to piece together 2 substantial, coherent thoughts in regards to the mitigating & motivating factors that contributed to his last piece of work, when he digresses & attempts to lay the record straight...

'i don't really understand what i do. the thing i do understand is that i have to do it all the time...'

that's where i'm @ right now...

i get asked what it is that i do & for the redemptive thread that folks apparently have trouble seeing run thru all that i do...

to tell you the truth, i lose sight of purpose from time to time, but it's not long before i'm reminded of who i am, what i do & whose i am...

abiding for me means sometimes doing things that i don't completely understand, but i do know that i have to do it all the time...period. i pray that i never lose that above all else...

passion...

grace...

redemption...

all the time...